Running

Have you ever wondered why you lost contact with someone you used to be close with? Is there a reason for not seeing those people in your life anymore? Is it because somebody else replaced them? Or is it because you simply drifted apart due to long distance, getting older, becoming a different person? Well, all I can say about this issue.. is that I am thankfull for everyone who contributed to my life.. every memory wether it's good or bad has helped me grow. Sometimes though I wished I could go back. I miss those times.. when it was just chilling, non?

Ohwell time to go pack my stuff for wednesday.. heading to Shanghai =D!! & tomorrow is Thang's birthday =D 21 x_x so old!!!!! But it's okay I'm young enough for the both of us =p hehe

Wedding dress

I can't stop listening to that song.. It's like a magic spell..

nigeul mo ta blablabla wedding dress
nigeul mo ta blablabla wedding dress
nigeul mo ta blablabla wedding dress

>_< I wish I could speak Korean

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

ONOESSSS I'm in love again =O These Studded Sandals seriously make my heart go boem boem boem. No, have to resist.. x.X help me?

Back to the old days

HAHA June & me.. 10 years ago?

OMYY

I'm going to quit modelling.. to focus on School&Dance..
Enough with the gambling ! XoXo - Ctn320

You're beautiful

Haha + love the song: Breathless by Shayne Ward

Come sail away with me

Two new shots! Copyright: Karfee

Pink used to be my favorite color

oBoyy

OMG NOOOO I want those boots!!! Their slighty gothic/emoish.. But omyy they would rock with tights/leggings, cool blazer/leather rock jacket! They would even spunk up a flowerly-pink-too-girly-too-wear-outfit.. ONOEESS I'm in love =O

Boots: Guess "Maeve"

Few short messages

1. Oh gosh.. my mother, who is modern, hip & online, reads my blogspot.. + she even added me on facebook! =O I'm shocked..

2. Thang & me have been together for two whole years now. Our relationship feels different than before; it still is fresh, fun and exciting but with a sense of familiarity, belonging and comfort. And even when we fight alot, I know that I can always depend on him for shelter. Thanks babe =) Here we come third anniversary keke. <3

3. WE ARE GOING TO ROCK SHANGHAI BABY // Heading to China with Rozanna and Darline this Christmas.

4. Tomorrow starting my temporary job for a period of two weeks. Uhu Uhu. Busy Busy.

5. ONOOOO what did I do ?! I looked in the mirror.. and I thought why not cut your hair? So I took a pair of scissors and.. trimmed it.. a bit.. too much (about 15 cm T_T) and now it is slanted and short.. again >_< haha major fail

Ohwell life's a game. Game over. Goodnight. =)

Happy birthday father

Today it is my dad´s birthday and on this very day I realized my dad and me have a lot of similar traits. We both prefer to live in the past than in the present, we are afraid of rejection, we suck at connecting names to faces (we can never recognize people), we do everything for the persons we love, we can be blinded by passion, we are easily disappointed.. but most of all we have similar ideas of how the world should operate and function. Thank you dad for giving me those values. And thank you for standing in the doorway, everyday gladly waving goodbye at me, while I head out into the world.

tijd indeling

Thang heeft een indeling gemaakt van onze tijd samen

20% loving time
20% talky time
10% hurt Thang time
2% fights
10% spit onto Thang's face with spit time
30% funny moments
8% Eat together time

WHUAHUAHUA sorry ik praat idd veel met consumptie =(

New photo

Pic from a while ago.. but received the series today. This is my fav. =)

Check it out!!

Haha kijk Thang dan met zijn drumstokjes slaan <3

Thang's PSP

So the other day.. Thang was so happy because he finally got his.. PSP!! He already wanted it for almost 5 years, but always hesitated. Haha I can remember how bad he wanted it for about 7/8 months ago, when we went to a gamestore, he bought a psp-game without even owning the portable device.

So today when I dropped by his place, he proudly showed me his new game-addiction. I looked at it with envy, but knew that if I got one for myself I wouldn't play with it before the second week was over. So I decided to tease him.. I asked him if he loved me? And if yes, would he give his new PSP to me? He loudly proclaimed his love towards me, but then when it was about time to give me the PSP he softly mentioned that he just got it. He looked sad and didn't want to answer my question. When I asked him again, he looked away and smiled an I-love-you-but-please-dont-torture-me-I-dont-want-to-give-my-new-psp-to-you-smile. After moments of silence he went to the bathroom. HAH that was my opportunity.. I hid his psp and all of his game-devices under his bed. When he came back he didn't seem to notice. Just when he was about to go to bboy training and I was about to head home, he asked with confusion, anger, flames and passion in his eyes: NOOOOOOOOOOO where is my psp T_T. I told him I hid it in his closet.. (a)

Nobody knows what its like..

..to have three monkeys hidden under my bed O_o. HAHA fooled you, bet ya thought it was going to be something drama-like, yeah? No >_<. Even though I'm a dramaqueen, I really don't like emo-blogsxD. So let 's talk about upcoming movie trilogy: The Last Airbender! When I first heard about the movie.. I couldn't wait for it to be the summer of 2010. But when I saw the trailer, I was a little disappointed. The short trailer of a narrator telling the story felt a bit cliche/lord of the rings-like. + Not really feeling the non-asian cast. I mean come on! Avatar is about asian people! When you put a bunch of white people (not discriminating/dissing/or anything) in a movie which is ment to consist out of asian people. It totally brings another feeling/atmosphere to it. Got a feeling its going to become just like Dragonball, which failed big time. >_< TRAILER

Ballet Dancer

The Right Brain vs Left Brain test ... do you see the dancer turning clockwise or anti-clockwise?

If clockwise, then you use more of the right side of the brain and vice versa. Most of us would see the dancer turning anti-clockwise though you can try to focus and change the direction; see if you can do it.

LEFT BRAIN FUNCTIONS
uses logic
detail oriented
facts rule
words and language
present and past
math and science
can comprehend
knowing
acknowledges
order/pattern perception
knows object name
reality based
forms strategies
practical
safe

RIGHT BRAIN FUNCTIONS
uses feeling
"big picture" oriented
imagination rules
symbols and images
present and future
philosophy & religion
can "get it" (i.e. meaning)
believes
appreciates
spatial perception
knows object function
fantasy based
presents possibilities
impetuous
risk taking

Yo DAWG

HAHAHA

Where you at?

Is he for real? I'm right here dohh!!

Hihi *Hides behind Thang*

8 year old superficial kid

Stress gives me ugly hair.. and right now my hair is ugly.. so I'm having stress! O_O Stress makes me eat.. I feel full because I eat to much.. I don't like to feel full.. I don't like stress and I don't like ugly hair.. O_O I like pretty hair and freedom. I like pretty shoes and pretty things. I like shopping but no money. What to do har har?

Jie Jie

HELLOO.. how are you doing? You've been gone for a while now. Hope you are having fun there! With Dennis, Huzang etc. haha what am I talking about.. of course you're having fun! OMG you're second name is fun. >_< (sometimes a bit too much fun) Well anyway I just wanted to tell you that even though I don't call often I miss you a lot! I will pray for you. Wish you the best! Put your gameface on, ROCK AND ROLL BABY <3

Miss China Benelux 2009

As some of you may know, I auditioned, some time ago, to enter the Miss China beauty pageant. 14 girls were casted, on that day, to join the pre-selection in Holland Casino. Seven girls had their pre-selection in Holland Casino Amsterdam yesterday, while the other seven girls have their pre-selection tonight in Holland Casino Breda.

So yesterday (I had my pre-selection @ amc), and after a long day of excitement, making friends, and catwalktraining.. I made it through to the finals of Miss China Benelux! I came in third, after runner-up Simwayn and winner Jennifer! =D

It was a long day (training on 12 cm heels for seven hours T_T), but it was definately worth it. I want to thank my parents, friends and ofcourse my bf for coming to support me eventhough they had busy schedules. <3

For now the only picture I could find online X.x haha better pictures coming up soon!

Hey guys

Remember my blogentry a couple of days ago about becoming flexible? Well.. forget that.. I'm still a stick T_T. Hmm well anyway.. today.. is just a chillday for me. I'm going to do some hw later on, clean my room a bit, do some sit-ups, I don't know make some calls? For once, it's nice to have a day for just me-time. Haha nerdy I know, but I like it.

BTW did you guys know just how cute G-dragon's dog is? I died when I saw Ga-ho's cuteness omyy!!

Today was bowling-day..

..And I was sooooo good at it! YEAHH.. nooo >_< Thang's mom defeated me with ease while the other mom wiped me out completely.. T_T Well at least I still had my baby to comfort me while he scored strike after strike.. I support Jennifer when she said: "Well at least you're better than me". Uhu I agree to that. THANK YOU =D/=p And as the other Jennifer said:"Bowling on the Wii kicks ass." ROAWRRR

Why so sad?

Blogspot the new Emospot O_O.. ? Why so sad? Almost on every random blog I visit, there is some rant going on. Hello don't worry be happy. =) And if you feel like you can't go on, I'm sure the friends you have collected throughout the years are more than willing to help you solve your problems. The further you look, the more you see.

Joehoeeee

Halloo Estherrr~!!! Speciaal een bericht voor jou omdat ik weet dat jemijn blog leest.. (als enigste >_<) WHihihi gotta loveee + deze foto is te hot van ons xD / >_< / <3

Super Junior M

Birthdaygirl

Nineteen years ago, a small little chubby baby was born. The parents decided to name their newborn baby Benjamin if it was a boy, and Christie for when it was a girl. Fortunately me, the baby [for those slowpokes=p] turned out to be a girl, so I was called Christie after a colleague and friend of my mom.

Fast forward nineteen years and I can now be called a young adult entering a life full of responsibilities where knowledge and experience is hopefully gained easily throughout the days, weeks and months of many exciting happenings.

To celebrate my date of birth, I organized a gathering themed "piratesparty". This was after Thang insisted I should put it in the invitation. At first it was a joke.. to see who really would come in a pirate outfit.. But then the boyfriend got serieus. So we spend 4 days prior to the party making the sea (blowing up 200 balloons in my livingroom) and buying piraty decorations [okay only one string of vlagsxD]. When the people came it was fun to see how creative some custums were. Overall it was a good night. The most fun however was when most people were gone.. and a small group was left to play Party&co. Ghihaa we should play that game more often =p.

Thanks everyone for coming to my party, for the wonderfull gifts, for the love and friendship =). I love you guys. Lastly, I want to thank Thang for the effort he put into making me happy. Thank you for the beautiful neckless. <3 I love you.

Tringg

Look what I've found. =O --> x Is it to good to be true O_o? Startupcosts are about 30 euro and then afterwards you just pay 25/30 euro per month. A dream come true, or whut? =p But still I don't know if the provider is trustworthy etc etc. So I'll wait till somebody else buys the product first. =p >_<

DARLING HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Becoming flexible

Okayy so today in the evening Thang, mister flex, was helping me become more flexible; I had to stretch my arms, my legs, my neck, and even my toes=O. Let me tell you this, for a person who never stretches it was pretty damn hard and painfull. T_T The bossy old man aka Thang aka ruler of the gymworld aka windmillman wasn't really helping as he was giving me instructions while sitting in his lazy chair. Luckily for me I have become as supple as a cute butterfly. Yay. Goal: stretch every day for one hour.

Ps. Babe thanks for your help =) Love you

Hey guys WASSAAAAp ? =P

Today was a good day. =) We woke up fresh to go to church. Usually we arrive just in time, but today we were early so woohoot for us.=p After church Jennifer and me went shopping and she bought me my birthdaypresent already =0. Thank youu <3.

In the evening Thang & me went to see Funny People starring Adam Sandler. It was an okay/bittersweet [two and a half hour during O_o] movie. Couldn't really pay attention because I was really tired, but some jokes really made the whole room laugh. Other jokes were a bit oversexed and cheesy. But ohwell it's all good. =) Btw school for me starts tomorrow, so goodbye holiday. It was fun while it lasted though. =)

Lastly, I just want to share a new series of photos. Copyright: Lapatt

That's how we do it =p

YEAHHHH today I got through the auditions for Miss China round 1. It's going to be held on the 28th of September at Holland Casino Amsterdam. Please come and support me=). More information can be found here. <3

I hope you watched tv today

Today was a cool day! Thang & me headed off early through the morning rain to get to.. tatatatatataTAAA HILVERSUM! Yesh, you got that right; the Hollywood of Holland! xD We were offered the chance to be in the audience of a new BNN show on Nederland3 called: "De Bubbel". It's a show about three famous Dutch people who have to give up their connection to the modern world (phone, internet, tv, etc.) for about a week. After the seven days of disconnection, they appear on the quizshow; they have to guess which news is fiction or reality..

This ofcourse causes a lot of awhh's en ohh's from the audience aka THANG & CHRISTIE. =D Ghihi okay after the two hours of pretending to be very interested; our hands were soar from being force to applaude. Haha >_<

Walibi World

After being ill for almost a full week.. I finally got to see the outside world again last sunday. The morning that day started good as the sky looked fresh blue. As I got ready for the day, the doorbell rang; Dennis, Stefan & Daphne were here! Yes, we were ready to go to Walibi World! =D

& YEAHH IT WAS POKEMONDAY xD (hadden we niks aan allemaal ukkies overal =p)

Anything grey?

Okay these Nikes are seriously the bomb! O_O/=0
I want themmm but no money T_T >_< xD

Perfect song for today

Uit de oude doos // Destination

Sometimes when I feel lonely
The world looks an ugly shade of grey
A nightmare of anger bound around me
Fascinating, breathtaking and threatening me

Sometimes when I feel lonely
The world looks an ugly shade of blue
Thorns of wicked spiders rush down on sleeping beauties
Engraving, renaming and endangering

Sometimes when I feel lonely
Empty souls in an empty world feed on empty songs
Lost, falling down and drowning in self pitied sorrows
Despaired and hungered for nothing but peace and love

Sometimes when I feel lonely
The world doesn’t look so grey at all
A willing heart and profound compassion has found me
Colouring, healing and fulfilling me…

…He, the one, born to be my destiny

Fashionshots

Rebel versus prinses look by Saskia Schoonebeek.

Goodbye kitty say hello to..

Okay lame I know WHUAHUAHU

Holiday-day

Today was a fun day=) Spend some time with Thangboy walking around in amc. He bought me bubbletea yay =D. But then I got sick.. so boehoeee

When I got home.. my sisters and WaiLee were playing SSB on the wii.. couldn't resist so I joined in on the action. Ghaha & when Darling joined us.. I really was getting confident in playing that game.. I guess that depended more on the others being sucky, than me being pro >_< BUT ANYWAY idc so YAY for me! =D

Yeahh I should probably sleep now. Still not feeling well. =(

How to get Girls at Clubs

You may have ten years experience with bboy, but they have the arm flow moves. You may have the best freestyle in your country, but they have boobs. You lose >_< WHUAHUAHUAHUAH

The world is in our hands=3

early night

Okay.. I'm going crazyy.. I'm falling asleep while trying to study for my retake tomorrow =(. Ohwell Today was a hectic day. After only what seems like 2 minutes of sleep I had to get up and start preparing for work. Work was crazyyyyyy! It was nine hours of burning bruises behind the counter. Damnn is was hot like hell and it was soooo crowded! Ohwell enough of that.. I'm going to sleep now and wake up early in the morning. Wish me luck! =3

Btw escape yesterday was fun =). XoXo sleepygirl

Some things are better left unsaid

Don't we all have moments in our lives when we feel so angry and frustrated? Sometimes people tend to forget obout others while they themselves lead a happy and carefree life. How is it that they don't understand the hurt and confusion? I guess being the bigger person in a work, friend or family-relation is a hard yet profound way of becoming a stronger, more independent and better person. Now sing with me.

-CTN320

My new fav song

downloadlink

// Dancing in the moonlight

Okay Christie put your studyface back on 8]
I <3 economics! YEAHH xD ghihaa here we gooo..

Come and fly with me ~

Fun cowboy/indiangirl shots by Atmikes Photography

Nothing in the world

Dear Ama,

I hope you have found true happiness and understanding.
Nobody misses you more than your family,

but the longing is wishfull.

For when we meet you again, our house will be united as a whole.
You deserve it. Happy Birthday. =)

Love, Christie

Hello America

Tomorrow is the big day! Finally heading towards the Big Apple; New York city.. Here we come! =D I Can't wait to arrive and set foot on the American landscape. How amazing is it to be able to breathe the air from the other side of the ocean? As you can see, im very enthousiastic. =p But time flies when its fun, and we are only staying for about 8/9 days.. so before you can say; 'buy me the I love New York T-shirt'.. We will be back with souvenirss for maybe you? =D.

Getting closer

"Our Father in heaven,
hallowed be your name,
your kingdom come,
Your will be done
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread.
Forgive us our debts,
as we also have forgiven our debtors.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from the evil one."

Teach me Lord how to have forgiveness in my heart.

For I don't want to live sinfully anymore. Amen.

Define beauty

Hi guys,

Lets talk about beauty.. what do you define as pretty/cute/hot/etc?
What is it about a person that makes him or her absolutely breath-taking? Is is her smile? Is it his hair? Is is her outfit? What needs to be done to become the belle of the ball? Or the prince from a fairytale?

Most people will tell you they judge others on what's inside; it's the heart that matters. Needless to say reality is hard-to-handle.. & although many will deny it.. 80% of how we perceive others are from their covers. Most of us are shallow and are not able to look beyond the mascara and eyeliner. Thus it becomes natural for the handsome guy to get the job promotion or the pretty girl to be helped first in line. But then what happens to the people that get left behind? I'll tell you this.. they will be overlooked and overseen.. always second-best standing right next to that "hottie" over there. Believe me, I've been there and done that..

I, myself, am now guilty of covering myself up in make-up and pretty clothes.. for what? To impress others? To gain approval? Friendship? A helping hand? I don't know.. I guess the question you need to ask to yourself is: How do you think about yourself? If you strip al the unnecessarities away.. do you like the way you are? Do you see your own true colours shining trough? Do you feel beautiful? Do you feel love?

Tears never lie..

But big girls don't cry..

Happy Fathers Day

Hey guys! =D

Today is fathers day ! A day for these hardworking men to be pampered and idunno to be taken care of. xD Ghaha SOOO todayy my mom had to work, my big sister was busy doing hw and my little sister was off doing some dance-activities in AMC.. So, I decided to entertain my dad & bring him to the movies. 40 minutes later, the three of us [Thang also joined=D ] were singing to Beyonce's latest songs and sweating away in the hot car omyy. Finally when got there we were late.>_< Omyy so I gave Thang my purse so that he could run and buy tickets for star trek. In the meantime my dad and I went to Febo to eat a nice lunch whahaha.. Nahh jokeyy just a quick snack.

Al by al it turned out to be a really fun day =).

Hot Issue

Four, Fourrr minutes girlll!!! + I LOVE YOU JIYOONN Ghahahah

Liefde is..

.. elke dag opnieuw voor elkaar kiezen.
.. elkaar respecteren.
.. trouw zijn in het heden, verleden en toekomst.
.. van elkaars plus- en minpunten leren.
.. elkaar vergeven.
.. samen alle confrontaties aangaan.

Liefde is jij & ik samen die berg beklimmen.

Today..

.. was a good day. =)

10 things I don't like

1. Ants; Don't you just get freaky when you see ants crawling everywhere in the garden? For such tiny creatures they sure can move pretty damn fast! Omyy.. I never really liked ants.. but the feeling got even worse last month. It so happened that we had a few boxes of little m&m's near the front porche. I picked up one box to be able to enjoy those delicous treats I had been creaving for. But.. how was I suppose to know that the ants had also discovered these secret treasures?! Unaware I began eating the m&m's while doing some hw on the computer.. it was the worse day of my life T_T

2. Waking up sleepy; I know, I know.. This is just sooo cliche! Everyone hates waking up early.. but actually I don't mind it at all! Nahh don't get me wrong.. ofcourse I would prefer to sleep out late.. But then it would be a total waste of the day.. thus for me the only annoying thing about waking up is.. when I'm still feeling sleepy.. Don't know if this makes sense=p.. If you don't understand me, then tuff luck for you my friend xD

3. Brushing my teeth; Some people brush their teeth after every meal, some people do it twice a day, some people do it fast, some people do it slowly.. WELLL I JUST DONT LIKE IT! I manage to do it twice a day.. but yuck it is just so annoying >_<.

4. Pollution; please trow your carbage in the bin! It's such a turn of for me when guys & girls just spitt their chewing gum out on the streets.. It's so nasty, where are you manners?

5. Tiny spiders; This goes very well with the first point I made about ants. Freaky little monster-thingies.. Yes I'm a girl.. I'm afraid of small insectsT_T

6. Missing pair of shoes; I love LOVE shoes!! And when a pair of shoes have gone missing.. I will search and search and search and search untill I find them again. Most of the time I find the missing pair in the back of the garage or on the feet of my little sister..

7. Ipod dies; Well yeah. My favorite thing to do when I'm cityhopping aka traveling is to listen to my music. But when the battery dies.. what am I suppose to do? Sometimes I just sit still and begin to daydream.. but that is not so convenient for me cause then I tend to not pay attention to the surroundings anymore. One time I ended up at a final destination far far away from home..

8. Arriving late; Although I do it often.. I know it's not nice for people to wait for you. Sorry=(.

9. Internet crashes; Im sure everyone has been in the situation when you had to do something important like business arrangements or homework online. And then when you are finally ready, internet freezes/crashes and gone is your work!

10. Stress; This is something I can't cope well with. Except for when Im working at wok2go.. then I become superwomann xD.

BBQ smell

It's now 9.17am.. I just woke up ready for the day.. but there was something weird about this fresh day. It smelled weird.. ?

..it smelled like roasted marshmellows & hamburgers O_o.. and and OH NOOOOO then I rememberd that the neighbours were having their now almost daily bbqparty last night as well as every previous night of the week. + There is this tiny hole in my window which lets all the air through.. niceeeeee >_<. Ghahahaha demnn xD.

Fun working day

Today was a very fun but tiring day for us. Thang & me had to leave home around 7am to go to ANTWERPENNN :D:D.. Unfortunately it was no shoppingday for us. We had to do a photoshoot for a new upcoming brand. It sounds fun, but in reality shoots are very long and boring as waitingtime takes up most of the day. Luckily for me.. the other models were fun to hang around with & Thang never failed to entertain me. Ghaha he's so funny xD.

2bad photos were not aloud.. but to add some colour >> here are some photo's from the train & diner-after. =D




Ps. Isnt Thang the cutest ever.. I bet he was thinking: RAWR I'm going to eat you swirliepeirlie

Last night

Yesterday, me and my friends went to Ila. It's a partyplace specially aimed at asian people. Well, I was looking forward to going there since the last time I went out was pretty long ago.

Okay so the morning started perfectly.. spend some time with my bf.. just relaxing and stuff. Unfortunately in the afternoon when I got home everything changed.. some hectic stuff happened and gone was happy-mood. >_< To top things of.. my knee was still hurting like crazy! Still have to go to the docter for that. But I'm afraid to go.. so I'm actually delaying the process of making an appointment..

Finally when nighttime came my friends and I agreed to meet @ Schiphol at around 11pm. When I got there.. half of the people were all confused cause some thought we were going to meet at 10pm.. & anders thought we were meeting at 11.30pm. So finally, some decided to go ahead.. and some decided to stay back and wait for the latecomers. When we got there.. we again had to wait for a friend of a friend >_<. Then out of nowhere Thang appeared=D. He actually had to work late so he was not going to come.. but he wanted to surprise me.. So yayaa ghaha.

Rest of the night.. was okay.. It was really crowded, but we managed to have fun.. untill I lost my mobilephone T___T I guess it fell out of my pocket since Thang and me were able to trace back the battery and the backcase of the phone.. but my actuall phone was lost/gone/abused and kicked-on..

Daddy's money

Don't you just hate it when all the twelve and thirteen year olds act so bold and arrogant.. just because they can be seen sporting the newest nikes or the hipest addidaswear. Okay let me just clarify this; there is nothing wrong with rocking your most expensive, exclusive, sexy, hip whatever wear.. as long as you don't bring me that attitude. Because NO.. nobody is jealous of your stuff that mr. rich daddy bought for you. Ofcourse it's the easy life everybody enjoys.. but come on do you really need a tee worth $200? Or a skirt worth $99? Sure you can buy it.. if you save up for it with your own money..

Holiday almost coming up =D

Still four more weeks to go.. and then it's HOLIDAY!!
Hello Summer. Hello Darline. HELLO NEW YORK!! WoooHOOOTT!

2summers ago.. when we thought we were the asian-pussycatdolls xD

Past weeks have been really hectic for me. Stress as well as happy-fun-not-a-care-in-the-world moments were substantially liquid and could be molded into different shapes easily. Nowadays contact between two different worlds can easily vanish.. or appear from nowhere. Life is full of surprises. No wonder change is for the better.

..Okay, enough of that! I'm stressed cuz I haven't had the time nor the energy to study for my exams coming up next week. I cancelled almost all of my appointments to make up for some studytime.. instead I'm on my laptop checking out forums or dancing through my room like a crazy baboon. I bet you've been there before;p. Ohwell speaking of dancing.. I used too be really into it. I stopped doing that somehow. But nevermind that ahaha..

Here are photos of a recent shoot. Copyright Jessica Evans.

Photo of the Week

One of my photos got selected to be the Photo of the Week =D.
It's on a Indonesian photosite. Go check it out >> AHAHHA sheepy and me lol xD http://www.forumkamera.com/gallery/img49212.html

Ohwell.. It's getting late so sweet dreams everybody <3

Being sick..

..is no fun menn. =( Luckily my bf came in the afternoon & brought me some yummy Ferrer Rocher. YAY! Okay that was the highlight of the day >_<.

Hmm.. so lately Thang & me were thinking about both getting a psp. But omyy which colour should we get? Black, white or red?

Another random note is that my sister and me both got castingcalls for the same modelingproject.. this means WAR AHHAHAHA O_o? xD

Ohwell love & kisses<3

My mother is on facebook

Goshh!! The world has become so hip & happening. Today's new is tomorrow's old and outdated. Could you imagine that almost ten years ago we didn't have cellphones?! Okay, we did.. but those were huge and heavy. I remember when I got my first samsung cellphone. I was so happy with it. Eventhough it was ugly, dirty white and fat + I only had two contacts in my contactlist. I was so in love with that big piece of communicationshit. Yeah, untill everybody started to buy nokia8310 T_T. DAMN IT! I also wanted to play snake T_T. Broke my heart & soul..

..Even my hip uncle in Singapore owned the pink version of this mobile you see pictured. Only his was pink as was his Mercedes Benz. >_<
Till this very day.. I still have never owned a Nokiaphone. Why you ask me? I don't know. T_T

WELL enoughh reminiscing. Blehh my sister wants to borrow my computer as hers broke down..

How asians take pictures

I found this on a forum. & it's so truee.. especially for my father. xD